Lighthouse Keeper

Keeping the lights on to guide you home

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The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.

  • Enter into the rest

    For if Joshua had given them rest, God would not have spoken later about another day. There remains, then, a Sabbath-rest for the people of God; for anyone who enters God’s rest also rests from their works,[e] just as God did from his. Let us, therefore, make every effort to enter that rest, so that no one will perish by following their example of disobedience. (Hebrews 4:8-11)

    Rest is a position of worship. It’s the opposite of striving and, as a striver myself, I find it difficult to enter into the rest that Christ has purchased for me. The Scriptures continually tell us to surrender to the faithful hand of God and yet…The whole world is obsessed with hustle culture and now our kids have anxiety and sleep disorders. Everyone just needs to slow down.

    Thinking that we could possibly add anything to the blood of Christ is the heart of New Testament striving.

    Here’s the problem: We equate rest with laziness. And being about the Lord’s business (Luke 2:49) has been mangled into a new form of ‘works’ as churches of all sizes spin different activities as church outreach or programmes. 

    We keep looking at other people and churches and thinking we have to have the same elements or “we aren’t doing enough” for God. 

    My friend Christine in Sydney worked at a Salvation Army mission station in Surry Hills. I remember her saying:

    “The people of Sydney don’t need food. The charity groups have done research and every group is doing the same thing. Food banks. Soup kitchens. Meals. The people need other stuff (e.g. addiction services)  but they don’t need food”. 

    Think carefully in your church planning about whether you are prioritising the foundations of the Christian life such as faith community, Bible teaching, prayer, worship, pastoral care….JESUS before you embark on copy/paste outreach programmes. People have busy lives and churches need to be a place of prayer and soaking, meditation and vitally, rest,  for world weary people. I’ve seen so many people come to church with enthusiasm and get burnt out by being on too many rosters and thinking that God is not pleased with them if they aren’t saving the world. Jesus has overcome the world, so you don’t have to. (John 16:33)

    Jesus has purchased a Sabbath rest for those He has chosen and the fruit will naturally come from Christians as we abide and rest in Him (John 15:4). 

  • This.

    “This is the day the Lord has made; let us rejoice and be glad in it” Psalm 118:24 

    I ran into my friend from church this morning and we were talking about dissatisfaction and the wandering spirit. 

    In the Bible, wandering is a punishment and a separation from God. Cain was judged after murdering Abel and sentenced to wander (Genesis 11 4:16). The Israelites wandered through the wilderness until they could learn to listen and obey the Voice of God (Joshua 5:6).

    We moved around a lot when I was kid so I’ve always had a bit of a wandering spirit. Learning how to be planted and content in one place has been difficult for me.  The wandering spirit is nearly sanctified out of me after many years of prayer and wrestling and well; wandering. 

    One word has really helped me in recent times to be happy and content in one place…”this”. 

    We had friends visiting with their teenagers during the school holidays. I (stupidly) asked the 15 year old son,

    “What are you guys doing for the holidays?”

    He shrugged his shoulders and said “I dunno….this”. 

    This. 

    This is the holiday. This is your life. This is it. 

    This is the day that the Lord has made. 

    We can waste so much time waiting for our circumstances to change until we feel peace and contentment. We always think we are building up to some ideal life but we forget…this is our life. This. 

    And when I ask God on my morning walks what He wants me to do today sometimes he just answers…This. Be present. Enjoy your walk. Enjoy the music you’re listening to. Enjoy nature. Just be here and do this. Rejoice and be glad in it. 

    Grumbling and dissatisfaction caused a generation to die in the wilderness wanderings. Harking back to Egypt and “it was better before” triggered the fury of God. God had to take them the long way around so they wouldn’t return to the slavery of Egypt when they faced challenges (Exodus 13:17).

    God wants you to  be planted in your job, in your family, in your home and sometimes, we have to go through a wilderness time or two to get the Egypt slavery out of us. But if you want to enter the Promised Land of planting, milk, and honey- stop wandering and start rejoicing and being glad for…this. 

  • Garden of Eden

    “The LORD God took the man and put him in the Garden of Eden to work it and take care of it” (Genesis 2:15)

    I’ve been thinking about the Garden of Eden lately. Mainly because I’ve just finished reading ‘East of Eden’. Wow what an amazing book I think I have a new fandom. 

    Anyway, God gives clear instructions that the new humans Adam and Eve are to care for the garden. This is their work. 

    In Genesis 2 The Hebrew word is ‘shamar’ which means to protect, serve or cultivate. We have a similar word in Maori ‘kaitiaki’ which means guardian or steward and protect. 

    I was thinking about how the world would be such a better place if we all just stay in our lane and ‘shamar’ or ‘kaitiaki’ the things that God has blessed us with. 

    For example, the Lord has blessed me with a house and gardens that I love and He’s made it clear to me that stewardship of this gift is an important part of my work on earth. It’s not to make an idol out of the blessing but I am to co-labour (1 Corinthians 3:9) with Him as the true gardener of my life (John 15:1).  If I run around and try to save the world in my own strength and get caught up in lots of church programmes and activities, I could be compromising the simple instruction God has given me to steward what I have. I must always mow my own lawn before I can mow someone else’s. 

    If God has blessed you with children or pets or assets or friends or brains or creative skills-your central job is to steward and protect these things. Out of the overflow of your life, you can then set an example to others and maybe help them with the things they have been blessed with. Neglecting your own blessings to constantly be involved with  other people’s lives is a neglect of self (there’s some Adler psychiatry for you). It’s much easier to wade in and try and sort out someone else’s life than to manage our own. I think the modern Christian’s obsession with making a difference or saving the world keeps them distracted from the simple acts of tending the Garden of Eden God has placed us in. Just because the Apostle Paul’s work was to write ⅓ of the New Testament and get beaten up and thrown in prison it doesn’t mean that’s your work. God is writing a unique story for you. 

    When Eve was tempted in the Garden of Eden, she was distracted by the shiny object of the tree of knowledge of Good and Evil (Genesis 3:4-6). The serpent saw his chance and continued to get into a circular argument with her about whether or not God’s instructions were clear. God’s instructions to Adam and Eve were simple and clear: to “shamar” the garden in the presence of God and not eat the forbidden fruit in the middle of the garden. 

    I do this circular thought all the time. Did God really say that? Could it be that …simple? Is God that good? Maybe I need to work to earn his love and acceptance? Maybe I’m being selfish and seeking my own comfort? 

    You don’t have to do life on “hard mode” to earn God’s grace. It’s a gift. Jesus says in this life you will have troubles (John 16:33) and those times will come but looking at other people’s lives and thinking you need to be “over there in that lane” is distraction. Are you looking at other people or are your eyes fixed on Jesus? (Hebrews 12:2). Are your tending your own Garden of Eden?

    ‘Kaitiak’i or ‘shamar’ the things God has placed in your hands and He will be well pleased with you.

  • Seed for the sower

    Now He who supplies seed to the sower and bread for food will supply and multiply your seed for sowing and increase the harvest of your righteousness; (2 Corinthians 9:10 NASB)

    I repaired some patches in my lawn yesterday. 

    Off I went to the garden centre and bought this stuff called “Lawn Force” that’s meant to germinate in seven days and give you lush, beautiful lawns. 

    I stopped by at the flower seed packet display and bought a mix called “Cottage Garden” and another one called “Livingstone Daisy”. It’s always been fascinating to me how those hippy flower bomb groups make up a mix of seeds and throw it in public places and they get amazing wild flower gardens popping up. So I thought I might try that too. 

    First of all, I raked over the patches in the lawn and prepared the soil. Now time for the lawn seed. As I was spreading it over the soil I thought of the ‘Law of harvest’ from the Bible:

    Remember this—a farmer who plants only a few seeds will get a small crop. But the one who plants generously will get a generous crop. (2 Corinthians 9:6 NLT)

    I threw down more seed and raked it into the soil. A generous crop is exactly what I wanted. It got me thinking “why would you not want to sow generously, it seems quite silly if you know you will get a big harvest?”

    Seed costs money. My bag of “Lawn Force” cost about $12. If I kept tipping bags of it over my lawn it would add up. My flower bomb seed packets cost money too. I was going to have to invest if I wanted beautiful lawns and gardens. 

    But what does the Bible say about the origin of the seed?

    For God is the one who provides seed for the farmer and then bread to eat. In the same way, he will provide and increase your resources and then produce a great harvest of generosity in you. (2 Corinthians 9:10 NLT)

    God provides seed for the sower. Now before you get super spiritual on me and say “well that’s the Gospel and harvest is souls”, yes I agree with you and I also know that God works at an individual care and concern level and always provides for his children. It’s both. And the more we can steward seed well and not be afraid to sow, the more harvest we will have in our lives. 

    So how do we do that? There’s hundreds of principles in the Bible that will help you but as a starting point-start thanking God for the seed. 

    “God provides seed for the farmer”

    As I threw my “Cottage Garden” flower bombs about the place I thanked God for giving me the seed and prayed that they would reap a harvest. I prayed that I would be a good steward and water the lawn seed so it would germinate. I thanked God that I didn’t live in a dusty old dry place with no water. 

    “You have provided me with all this good seed. Thank you”. 

    Turning your heart to see His hand in everything you do will increase your generosity, and your joy… and your harvest.

  • Doing the dailies

    Keep this Book of the Law always on your lips; meditate on it day and night, so that you may be careful to do everything written in it. Then you will be prosperous and successful. (Joshua 1:8).

    It’s very important to “do your dailies” with God. There is daily grace, daily bread (Matthew 6:9-13) daily meditation (Joshua 1:8), daily offerings (Exodus 29:39), daily mercy (Lamentations 3:22-23)

    Sometimes the road ahead isn’t clear and the revealed Will of God is difficult to discern. In times like these we can get over-expectant for Scripture and a Word from the Lord and basically just confuse ourselves. We can overlay meaning onto events and symbols in our life that simply aren’t there. All this will do is create anxiety and confusion in your walk. You also run the risk of being led astray by false prophets and worldly interpretations that are not from God.  

    What I find useful:

    At the moment, I do two daily devotionals -a morning and evening mediation. I’m currently doing the One Year Bible-The Message (Peterson, NavPress). Last year, I did the NIV version of the same Bible (Tyndale House). It has an Old Testament, a New Testament reading, a psalm and a proverb each day. Devotionals are about quality not quantity so take your time and hagah the Word (Hagah (הָגָה) is the Hebrew word for “meditate” in Joshua 1:8 and Psalm 1:2, meaning to mutter, murmur, ponder, utter, or speak aloud). 

    I find having the guard rails of a reading guide helps me not to just read the parts I like and avoid the challenging parts of the Bible. Jesus is present throughout the Old and New Testament so it’s important to read the whole Bible. 

    Christian mediation is a conversation with God so make sure you are open to what He wants to share with you. It’s very easy to come to God with an agenda and look for the solutions we want rather than what He knows is best for us and the road ahead leading home. I find this the most difficult part so sometimes it helps to cast your cares on Him before you start and then get into the business of listening. 

    I write down key verses and words by hand in my journal to get the Scripture into me and basically to slow down and not race through the reading. 

    There are many ways of spending time with the Lord but as you read the old saints and their habits it’s quite clear that these daily processes are essential to a fruitful Christian life. Skimming through Scriptures and God-flavoured content on Tik Tok or Instagram can actually confuse you (I do it too), and I’m really trying to stop doing that. 

    He knows the road that leads home and He will take you there when you slow down and listen to the Shepherd; day and night. 

  • Everyday worship

    So, whether you eat or drink, or whatever you do, do all to the glory of God (1 Corinthians 10:31)

    One of the main challenges of the Christian life is the constant draw into church life or ministry or whatever you choose to call it. There is an assumption that “church work” or “church activities” are somehow superior to everyday life. 

    I constantly get asked by people why I’m not in full time ministry and the simple answer is “because God wants me out and about”. I see Christians getting around in little “saint’s clubs” who don’t have any interaction with non-Christian folk from work to school and social activities. 

    I was talking to a church person the other day who was having relational issues in a church environment. I said to them:

    “Go and join the gardening club–you’re getting too church-y”. 

    It wasn’t that well received but I really meant it. We are called to “let our light shine before men” (Matthew 5:16) and that’s all men (and women), not just the ones who profess Jesus. Echo chambers have destroyed our news media and information online and they can destroy our lives as witnesses as well. If you can’t be a Christian at the garden club, then perhaps your faith needs re-assessment. 

    Please don’t think that being asked into church leadership or pastor roles or what I call “Christian-flavoured things”...is somehow superior. The apostle Paul is very clear that everything we do is unto the Lord. I can listen to Christian worship music on my daily river walks or I can listen to drum and bass music and all can be unto the Lord. There is no secular and sacred.

    Now where people get tangled up is in Old Testament theology about holy objects and holy things. (Leviticus 20:7). We are to be set apart to be holy. In the New Testament, we are made holy and clean by the blood of Jesus so have the freedom to approach the throne of grace with confidence (Hebrews 4:16). Being set apart is a position that you take as an image-bearer of Jesus and is not a call to be cloistered necessarily (I say necessarily because I love reading about the old monks and I have no doubt they were called by God into their fields) but my point is, you can give God glory in your everyday life without having to put on a cassock. 

    Cleaning your house is worship. 

    Bathing your kids is worship.

    Sorting out your finances is worship. 

    Going for a coffee with friends is worship. 

    “Therefore, I urge you, brothers and sisters, in view of God’s mercy, to offer your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing to God—this is your true and proper worship.” (Romans 12:1).  Yes your body at church but also your body at home or in the car or at the supermarket. Your everyday being human.

    Do everything “unto the Lord” and you will find this worship is very pleasing and acceptable to God.

  • Though it tarry

    For the vision is yet for an appointed time; But at the end it will speak, and it will not lie. Though it tarries, wait for it; Because it will surely come, It will not tarry (Habakkuk 2:3 NKJV).

    For the vision is yet for the appointed time; It hurries toward the goal and it will not fail. Though it delays, wait for it; For it will certainly come, it will not delay long (Habakkuk 2:3 NASB).

    I was at the supermarket this morning and two little girls saw some ice creams in the freezer. They were the fruity ones that went viral on Tik Tok with the little plastic case called Fruitae. 

    “Mum, can we have one of those ice creams!?”

    Both girls were super excited and jumping up and down pleading with their Mum to buy them one of the popular ice creams. 

    I looked at their Mum. She didn’t say no. She could see that the Fruitae ice creams delighted her daughters so you know what she said?

    “Yes… but you can’t have it now.”

    It was nine o’clock in the morning and they’d probably just had breakfast. They didn’t need a sugary treat now. But she wanted to treat them so bought them for later. 

    God does this for us all the time. He knows what we need and when we need it. His timing is perfect and often we want a quick answer and He has already given his Yes and Amen (2 Corinthians 1:20) but we just can’t see it. He is withholding a blessing because of HIs goodness and desire to delight us. Not to be cruel or hard hearted. 

    When you go into the prayer closet, be confident that the Father has heard your prayer and answered in the best way and in the best timing. 

    Though it tarries, wait for it. Because it will surely come. 

    To ‘tarry’ means to wait like lingering at someone’s house after dinner or to stay longer than intended. Not rushing off. A delay. When the timing is right, it will not tarry and you will get your answered prayer. God’s delay is not God’s denial.

  • Serving God our own way

    The LORD directs the steps of the godly. He delights in every detail of their lives. (Psalm 37:23 NLT)

    When I first became a Christian at 23 years old, I was terrified of the call of God. I have a degree in Mandarin Chinese and I was certain that God was going to call me to be a missionary in China. I liked my life working in sales for an ice cream brand and my company car and my sunny rented unit.

    Thankfully, God is kind and loving and knows that’s not for me. Many times I have made dramatic displays of my commitment to the Lord and offered my life on the altar. These often happen in the middle of blessing when I’m sure the grace will run out because my life is so good. They have also come at times when I’ve been completely lost in a storm and had no idea what’s next. The voice of God usually answers the same way:

    “Stand”. (Daniel 10:11)

    You’re exactly where you need to be. I see you. I’m in control. I’m ordering your steps. (Psalm 37:23). 

    Sometimes we can fall in love with the idea of looking at other saints and thinking our lives have to be like theirs. Looking at Smith Wigglesworth or the Apostle Paul or Thomas Merton or Moses can lead us to start designing a ministry that we think will please God. It’s not bad (we’ve all done it), but as Christian life goes on I’ve always been shocked at just how fitting and perfect my life is when I stop to smell the roses. The anxiety comes when we get “works” focused and think we need to do great things for God. He’s already done the greatest thing for us on the Cross and there’s no need to try and impress Him with your servitude and dedication. God sees your heart and religious displays often morph into false humility and trying to force the hand of God because you’re not sure what’s going on or you’re bored and seeking a Damascus Road (Acts 9) encounter. God is no roller coaster. Walk simply with Him day-by-day and you’ll experience the communion of intimacy with the Holy Spirit. 

    God knows you better than you know yourself. He knows the future and the road ahead. He sees you. He’s good.

  • Is New Year goal setting Christian?

    The mind of man plans his way, But the LORD directs his steps (Proverbs 16:9 NASB)

    I was visiting a little church once. One enthusiastic greeter launched at me and said, 

    “I haven’t seen you before, tell me about your God Goals!”

    I reeled in horror at the suggestion before mumbling something about “walking humbly with my God” (Micah 6:8) and making myself scarce round the back of the kitchen. 

    One of the things I’m big on in my Christian walk is surrender. Daily surrender. Jesus in Gethsemane surrendered. (Luke 22:42). So the notion that I can put together a brightly coloured spreadsheet and God would magically endorse it doesn’t really sit right with me. It all seems very Tony Robbins, American pop-psychology so I tend to steer away from all that. 

    Then one day, I was watching tennis and saw an interview with Coco Gauff. She was talking about how she had some five-year goals “in the Notes app in my iPhone and I just remind myself of those”. I was so cool and millennial and simple that the concept appealed to me. So I opened the Notes app on my iPhone and rambled out a list. 

    That was on 26 May 2024 and has formed the five year plan that I refer to every now and again for my life. It’s very high level. There’s no coloured spread sheets or Gantt charts, just a list of stuff I want my life to be about. And did I bring this before the Lord? Yes indeed. Can God change any of these around in His perfect and pleasing sovereign Will (Romans 12:2)? Yes indeed. It forms more of a memorial stone (Joshua 4) and a place of thanksgiving for me to see all the wonderful things God had led me to and through. 

    I’ll give you some examples:

    -Go on more adventures

    -Do not fear the future (Proverbs 31)

    -Live on God’s daily bread (Matthew 6:11)

    -Love and support my inner child

    -Live in peace and prosperity (Zephaniah 3:20)

    What really surprised me when I prayed through them last night for New Year’s eve 2025 was how little of it needed editing. 

    The heart of man plans his way, but the Lord establishes his steps. (Proverbs 16:9). It’s a bit like prayer, ask, seek, knock (Matthew 7) but at the end of the day, God will have the final say (and the better say). 

    If you’re a bit cynical like me about “God Goals” I suggest you try the simple, Coco Gauff method and scribble down some ideas about what you want your life to be about. This can also include things you don’t want for your life. For example, I have “don’t chase people and things”. 

    These little nudges on the narrow road will make you feel good about your progress and keep you from stumbling. You can also screenshot some Bible verses and promises the Lord has revealed to you and attach it in the Notes app. 

    Happy New Year to you all. May you go on some great adventures with and for God. 

  • The Christmas Dayspring

    Through the tender mercy of our God,

    With which the Dayspring from on high has visited us; (Luke 1:78 NKJV)

    I thought I knew what ‘dayspring” meant –like a fountain of water or a spring from the ground. Upon further investigation, it turns out I was totally wrong. 

    Meanings of “Dayspring”

    Biblical/Archaic: Means “dawn” or “rising sun” (Greek: anatole).

    Job 38:12 (KJV): “Hast thou commanded the morning since thy days; and caused the dayspring to know his place? Luke 1:78 (KJV): “The dayspring from on high hath visited us,” referring to Jesus as the Messiah.

    So it’s a “light” thing and not a “water” thing as I thought. A new day or new dawn is a really nice thing to think about around Christmas time and echoes the prophetic text of Isaiah 9 which of course refers to the birth of Jesus:

    3 The people who walked in darkness
    have seen a great light;
    those who dwelt in a land of deep darkness,
    on them has light shone. (Isaiah 9:2 ESV)

    There’s a lot of “light” imagery and metaphor used around Jesus and I could be here forever giving examples but I read a lovely psalm this morning: Psalm 36:9 NKJV

    For with You is the fountain of life; In Your light we see light.

    I just went to the supermarket at 8am to get my last supplies for Christmas Day. We are having a small one at home this year but I forgot to buy treats for Gracie (bad cat mother) and I needed a fresh sponge cake for the trifle. There were queues down the checkout aisles already, the carpark was full and we were all grabbing at stuff on the shelves; jostling past the other shoppers. 

    When I worked in head office communications for a supermarket chain, the national operations manager used to come and give us a pep talk around the busiest trading days of the year (Christmas Eve being number one). 

    “Santa comes at the same time every year so we shouldn’t be caught off guard. December 25. It’s the same date every year.”

    He’s right. And it’s the same in the Bible. We know the day is coming. We can read the hundreds of prophecies of Messiah and his birth and still we get caught napping. It’s a new day. The Dayspring and the history of the world and what it means to be human, all these things have changed because of what happened at Christmas. The Light became flesh and dwelt among us (John 1:14) It’s extraordinary. The Dawn arrived and now in His light we know how to live and how to follow the narrow path Home. 

    I hope you can take some time this Christmas to read some of the Christmas accounts for yourself (Matthew 1-2, Luke 1-2) and maybe some beautiful prophecies like the one in Isaiah 9. The Day Spring has come, and it can be a new day for you too if you choose to follow Jesus. 

    Merry Christmas, enjoy whatever your day looks like and reach for a Bible in the chaos and sit with Him who we are celebrating.